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September 24th, 2026
It is an absolute pleasure to be sitting behind a keyboard and typing out blog posts again. I have never been good at journaling. Keeping up with a written piece of work everyday was daunting. But, the openness of a blog takes away from that pressure. I was able to focus on healing and working…
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August 28th, 2026
“The way I see it, if you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain.” – Dolly Parton I like to think and imagine that life is a balancing act. We are perched precariously on a taut rope that could either save us or become our downfall. Events in our lives are simply…
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August 25th, 2026
Dreaming was always something that was interesting to me. Humans dream. Animals dream. Living things with sentience have dreams. Why is that? Little visions of movies playing through your head. Fantastical scenarios. Nightmares that make you squirm with visions of such disgusting gore that you question your own sanity. Flying through the sky, feeling every…
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August 20th, 2026
“Success is not final; failure is not fatal: It is the courage to continue that counts.” – Winston Churchill It’s my Streaming and Affiliate Anniversary on Twitch this weekend! It’s almost hard to grasp onto the notion that I have been streaming for two entire years now. It’s hard to grip onto the slippery fact…
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August 13th, 2026
There is a lot currently going on in my real life that is affecting my moods and the way I’ve been carrying myself. I have an upcoming spinal fusion and decompression surgery. It is looming over my head, like a persistent, gray cloud that is threatening to shower down multitudes of anxiety and worry. But…
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August 5th, 2026
Yesterday was a whirlwind of emotions for me. And before I get into this blog post, I just want to remind people the name of this page: River’s Diary. I will happily whine and throw a tantrum on this side of the internet if I so want to. I am undergoing a period of metamorphosis,…
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July 31st, 2026
“Do not hold your breath for anyone,Do not wish your lungs to be still,It may delay the cracks from spreading,But eventually they will.Sometimes to keep yourself togetherYou must allow yourself to leave,Even if breaking your own heartIs what it takes to let you breathe.” – Erin Hanson Sometimes, I wonder how it is that I…
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July 28th, 2026
It’s not whether you get knocked down, it’s whether you get up. – Vince Lombardi Today, I reached a milestone that I never thought was even achievable in such a small amount of time. It brought forth a lot of emotion and it brought forth a lot of self-reflection. You all know me: I am…